April 4, 2006 - It's been a while... and I've got to go back somehow.

After days of thinking things over... If I'm doing the right thing, well, I've decided to get back with my beloved girlfriend. I do love her so much and it showed how much I missed her. We were crying on the phone. I cried so much that I looked so haggard when I put down the phone. My dad noticed I was crying so badly, I just told him it was something I needed to work through. He didn't really mind too much after that. I guess he knew that poking on the matter won't get him anything.

Dad left the house, he was invited to dinner by his students (presumably because they needed help in some feasibility study that they are doing). I'm all alone, still crying. I haven't really eaten at the time. I called Vanessa up as soon as I got myself to calm down and stop crying. Well, we patched things up and there you go. She was telling me how her past few days have gone by, and for some reason I was still crying.

I still feel some tears rolling down my cheeks. I'm not sure. I know at least that what I'm doing is the right thing. I should be thankful for having her in my life and to share these rough times of my life. I'm not sure how it all ends, where it all ends, when it ends, but this ride is something that I'd never try leaving again. I love her so much. I never could have thought that I'd be writing a blog entry in here again, but since I'm here, I want this "return" blog to still be about us. Just like the way it has always been. About the two of us.

If I say I'm going to stay strong for the rest of our relationship, the rest of our lives, that looks like an impossible mountain to climb. If I say, I'd be strong for us today, I think I can do that.

I love you baby! I missed you so much.

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